Wine Red

Tuesday, 9 October 2007 ( 8:09 pm )

yay END OF EOYs!! And also the official end of PSLE!:D
Cheerios((: to FUN!
hahs super uber glad that exams are over. Happy for my lil' kiddy juniors that they can finally relax. I can still remember that nicenice feeling upon completing the papers last year x)
LALAS;;
LA compre was ______. I dont know? I crapped for summary :x
MRT-ed with WeiQing&ChenXi and got off at AMK cos i was meeting MingZhen&Cas who took a long time(I waited for at least 30min!) to reach. Saw urm Nicholas NG, Edwin and QianCi. lols Qianci was so shocked or happy to see me that she was squealing. xD And she was nice to pei wo deng the two xiaojies.
Lunched with Cas before going to the playground behind Greenwood to stone. Yes, stone because we were just so siannn. Eugene said he saw us. BLAH we went home when the sky was turning dark.
AND TODAYYY
The last day of our papers:D Maths paper 1 was TOUGH can! I screwed up cos ive lost at ;east 10+ mark by just not doing the questions. INSUFFICIENT TIME!
So paper 1 was baddd. Oh and we watched My Lucky Star during the 1h break. And paper 2 was lousy too because i left lots of questions blank-
Went to J8 with WeiQing to kill time. Lunched at Yoshinoya. Then walkwalk around.
Post-exam stuff to do:
•Clear my books, files, notes, and whatever resources which have been lying around my house for quite a few weeks.
•Watch My Lucky Star once more x)
•Watch Gong S (Bought for a few months le but still havent watch)
•Watch 樱野三加一and 公主小妹 recommended by Eunice&Emily!
•Do up combined blog:D
•Improve Photoshop skills!
•Do up my own blog.
•Go out with gangx) escape?
•Out with juniors?[if they want..]
•Shopping spree :x
That's all i can think of for now.

I told someone i'll post abt this so here goes:
A few nights ago, i had this dream, a very nice dream. For the first in a long time, i felt really very happy in the dream. But when i woke up, i think i cried. The dream was so nice that i knew it was impossible to turn into reality.
In the dream, we were back in Greenwood, the school which we love a lot. We were playing GCB, something we had played the past 2 years. Girls and guys alike, were playing together. Everything was fine, excellent. Everyone was smiling, having fun together. We were so happy to be together, to have each other..

The only thing i know i'll ever regret in my life is that we never tried to mend our broken friendships. I dont understand, i just don't, how things turned out this way. A bunch of close friends reduced to strangers who walk past each other as though we never knew each other. I cry, because it does hurt. There are always two sides to everything. That war, was a test of our friendship. True enough, it didn't withstand the test. But does it mean we have to be like this?

Who the mastermind behind the ruin of our friendship was, how it started, whose fault it was, these are things we'll never be able to find out. So why can't we just start our friendship anew? It's near impossible to forget that painful past, it hurt all of us who were involved but we dont have to remember it, do we?

I can still remember how fun it had been for us all when we were together. Perhaps we dont need each other in our lives anymore and we can still survive so there isnt a need to purposely rub salt over our wounds but i really cherished our times together and i thank you for the wonderful memories.

Take care<3

With truckloads of love.