Life is so mundane o.oLol okay being random .
I really need motivation to finish my homework and study .
School's gonna start in 1 and a half week's time but I'm barely through my homework . And there's still so much to do . But I don't feel like I had enough fun at all): Sometimes I miss school but at other times I don't want to continue the monotonous lifestyle . School isn't boring but it's sure tiring and taxing . Not only me I guess .
Then I'll feel really bad for thinking this way cos
wo shi xin fu de, to be ble to study in a good school and all but here I am complaining ;O Like
shen zai fu zhong bu zhi fu .
I promised I'll study really hard .
I promised I'll try to control my temper as much as I can .
And I promised I'll always do my best .
But have I made too many promises in life which I have no confidence of fulfilling?
I hope .. not . These were the promises I made to myself . If I fail to fulfil them , the best I can say is that I hurt no one but myself .
Wo bu zhi dao .
Everyone around me faces some kind of problem . I don't know whether I'll still have the ability to solve theirs when I can't even help myself . Zen me ban?
With truckloads of love.